Together

There was time when there was warmth in every hug and love use to flow from eyes. The best feeling is touching moms feet was no less then heaven. When the world around u become silent when u listen to your dad. When you can be angry with your dad even when u knows you’re wrong, time goes by and u learn about your mistake and a hug always bring a smile on the face. Time was such i love to hold the trolley while mom is shopping and talking to me all in one go; i see the innocence in her eyes with a smile. I remember when she listens to my poems while i drive.

I now feel how blessed im having two sister alongside me. Sister share such a secret deep bond with their brothers. Time was such when every foolish mistake uses to make us laugh for hours. Time was such when i know there will be someone will be waiting for me at home with whom i can eat and share what i did the whole day. Some time i feel that they know me more then i know myself. I use to feel so angry when they ask me to go out in evenings for long drive now i feel that that was the best time i spend in my whole life. I hope the time will come again and this time i will be just be with them as me.

Being along, i come to know the importance of being together. If you just lived your life for your own self then life is nothing but ignorance towards every feeling we can share as a whole. I know people who choose to be along away from their family for their own sake and they have guts to say that they are doing everything for them. If money can buy feelings and love then life will be so simple. How miserable a father is when he calls someone his son and his real son is not there for him.

I see some say love is nothing but just waste of time some run away from it some don’t want to feel that. I thing without love you cannot live. We are attached to everyone around us and there is love always which unites us. We don’t need to prove anything to anyone i feel the first person who u should prove is to our own self. What is love when we can be together but we are not?

Being along i learned to know what is going in one’s heart and i know many don’t have anything in their heart for me but still they don’t let me know. Yah we do have to live with it. I will take care and love you as the way i feel ignoring what you take me as. I cannot leave the way i am even I’m being not fair to my own self but i am fair to choices i make in my life.

Ego and Hate is the only way one can forget some one who they love.

It is true that one day will come and i am not left with an option i will be gone but before i go i just want to be happy with those i love and i care. J

I know but i don’t want to know.

Unknown to our own self

Life has been a lecture hall for me. I learned with time, I learned from people and what come across me I learned from that. We already know that once a person stop learning his life become like a constant and he stop his journey of life towards knowledge and peace or we can say calmness.

As a part of life we do run for many material and non material emotions. The emotion it self work as a caretaker of our needs. Our needs change with time and the demand is always increasing for some thing more. I believe we are losing control over own self with passing time and we are now bound to follow what we want instead of what is right for us.

Life has been like an account balance sheet now days. We subtract the emotions and add our needs. We are going towards some thing which we never seen and we will soon see. What we are becoming is selfish and greedy with time. As you may see what are the governments around us is doing they are busy in making war fares and we our self is our own enemies. We say nuclear will stop war because each counties know that the other got the power to destroy the world. I don’t agree one day will come when we loose patience and have to pay with our life. We are now greedy and now love to have war fare. We found such a attachments with blood shed which just make me sick.

We humans are becoming our own enemy with time. Greed is now the main emotion which drives us. I believe that there should be a balance but no we never going for balance we always go for some extreme point without thinking of consequences.

Now a day’s love has a new meaning of its own kind and the funny thing is we all follow it blindly. Love will only exist when some one is rich and work out to be much more then what he/she is right now because they can fulfill there material needs so they got time to built up the love. The days when love was being with one another is going and fading with time. There were days when people love each other and they can go to any extent to just be together. Now see the expectation is not to be together it is rather being happy and happiness comes with luxury of every sort.
I saw people and even my self diluted with the world around us. I am also colored with the color of the world I live in. I see love in true form too and I see the form people don’t understand and end up loosing the love of there life. Some cry some hope some feel sorry but I don’t think it does matter. What is gone is gone and what you have with you is worthless for you because you never cared for what you got. We are a bit crazy running for some thing we don’t know and not looking at what we got. When you own a treasure you tend to not give any importance to it. Treasure like love like feelings like people etc see that what u were looking your already have or not.

It will be miserable when you lost and come to know the important of what you got and you didn’t cared. We at times loose what we got, while we are busy running for what we don’t have.

Do war fare will stop wars when we know that each and other country is flight now to get more weapon to see how powerful they are. Do you believe that every one will be in peace like this? If your really interested in peace go see how bird don’t follow any borders how they all r together. Being there for one another is peace. We are running for peace and end up loosing it and we are end with nothing

I still don’t know why people cry for some thing they never got and when they love some one and they don’t get any thing in return why they feel sad. Don’t feel sad move on with your life what you lost is some one who don’t care about you and what he/she lost is love.

There is no angel in this world we are our self a angel for our own heart and soul. Believe in your self.

Unsung

The life has been a song for me. A song I sing every day and feel I am in love. A love which I never have ever thought of, I was always curious when I listen how people define love, for me it is an unsung melody. Love is a melody which sings on its own and don’t give you a word rather a feeling of life, a life so green a life so colorful.

Words cannot explain the language love speaks it can only be understood by a heart to other better half.

Expressing love in words is just a mistake; we should never bind a feeling in words. I do listen to a lot of songs about love but what is love only can be understood by them who actually fall for true love.

We humans are really well known for dividing up every thing. We made borders, social barriers, racism etc. We even tried to divide love and modified its meanings. When we cannot reach the level of excellence we try to just say it is the best way we got. There are so many lovers who died for each other without a word. They died in love and even they cannot able to define love in words. I feel they were all mad in our eyes because for us one goes another come for those one is the only one.

The love is only one kind its just love when u attach some thing with it you are cursing a pure feeling. What is love is nothing to do with being physical it is don’t by being one with each other.

You can see the love in nature. See the love plants have for sun light, See the tree’s love for calmness, and Feel the love around you. See your self in love.

I love you all !

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